glimpse

Sometimes I get a glimpse of my desires, the things I love.

I love this. I love sitting at my desk, alone, at night with my music and my books. I love being single. Whenever I imagine my future, I'm always alone. It's not a bad thing. I love it. But I think sometimes I get pulled into believing that I shouldn't like being single. Whenever I think about what I really want, my deepest desires, it's me, and Jesus. That's it. We're in fields or forests under blue skies or in the snow, and sometimes there is a waterfall. Sometimes I forget what I want. That is what I want.

I'm not ruling out a relationship, somewhere down the road. But I am truly content. I just forget, sometimes.