tragic

Something tragic happened. I'm grieving today, in hopes that tomorrow I can be joyful again. I tried today. But today is the sort of day the littlest things threaten to send me over the edge. I'm grieving the death of my friend. My friend who was failed by his society.

Perhaps I will write later.

Today was contemplative. Nothing else matters but Jesus and his kingdom.

It's so easy to get into a funk and try to solve it with other things. So disgusting. Today I feel rather disgusting. Good thing Jesus loves me in my sludge. (I mean, inwardly disgusting) It's easy to feel like I've got it decently sorted when I'm happy.

This weekend was so good. and zoop! Some horrible news and it all is sucked right out from under me.

I guess it's good, once in a while, to realize how good it is.

today I'm grieving. Tomorrow I will not give up the fight to be joyful.