So I guess I have to change it. The culture. So I guess no one else is stepping up. I guess J doesn’t set us free so we can sit around and wait.
This is my forever! I’ll wear what I want! I’ll dance and skip when I want! I’ll be!
I had a great weekend. I didn’t really do any work… but I did more important things. J My friend T came to visit me, and then tonight I hung out with my swing friends.
Tomorrow is Monday and jam packed. But I’m trusting it to be a good jam packed. I added some things to my list of epic.
The Cinci zoo had a baby giraffe!
I’m realizing how crazy different I am from the culture and people in it. That’s a GOOD thing. I’m just saying, I’m noticing it more. Like, wow. Everything about me is different. I’m learning how to live with people who are clinging to the values and norms of the culture. (ok, not everything, but hanging out with people, I’m seeing the differences very clearly.) radical. (but how else is there to live?) the trick, I think, is learning how to respond to people who dislike it, whether that be out loud or in my heart.
Cause I am so done with status quo. It’s so boring. Money is so dull. Movies lie. Academics are not interesting. I don’t want to chase that crap.
Happy. Cause J is so so SO amazing. Cause I’m not called to a boring life. Cause I am radically different. J
Happy.
Happy.
Happy!
aahhh it is hard.
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