not a change

Every year I say to myself, this year I will change. This year I will become who I want to be. But I think, it is not a change in myself necessarily. The person I am is basically set. Maybe I will twist and bend a little here and there, but basically, this is me. This will be me. Of course, I will always be happy to have G change my heart, and there will always be things to work on. But I think my personality is pretty much set. And the things I want to be are already in me. I already marvel at the sky and trees and I already like to experience little things fully, like puddle jumping and chocolate cupcakes. I already like to skip and dance and frolic. I already like meaningful conversations. The things I want to be I already am, for the most part. I just need to be more of them. Just let them out. :)