yellow yearnings

I'm just, tired of being afraid of DUST. (people) I wanna talk to people dagnabbits! I wanna tell them they're great! I wanna SPEW! I'M TIRED OF THIS CULTURE BUT I'M NOT TIRED, I'M RIPSNORTIN' READY TO GOOOOO!

I wanna dance in the street.

I wanna wave my hands in church. I wanna reach, like I'm reaching up to heaven to grab God's hand.

I wanna ask deep questions.

I wanna sit in the front - of poetry readings of church, and shout JESUS! and shout Amen! and shout yeah! and clap real loud and tell the poet THANK YOU FOR COMING!

dance in my soul so I can break the rules.

......

He'll give. 
I need to receive.